Chapter 5.31

Lexie

After Uncle Beau dropped me off, I had it out with the Sisterhood. They did feel bad for James but wanted him to tell me himself—to explain. They assured me they’d just found out who Jenny really was and wouldn’t have let him get away with the charade for one more day. They even kicked him out which was why he’d moved.

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I couldn’t blame them. I’d have done the same thing in their place. They each gave me a hug then I told them I needed some time alone.

Closing my bedroom door, I didn’t turn on the lights as thunder rumbled outside. I threw the biggest pity party of my entire life right there in my chair.

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James and I had the best night. Probably the most romantic date I’d ever experienced (I’d actually only had two dates since Cory, so that’s not exactly a hard thing to accomplish, but still.)

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And then his kiss. Tingles trickled through me just thinking about it. God. Why did he have to be such a swoonworthy kisser?

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But then my mind wandered to the nights we’d spent as basically sisters. I was so close to Jenny. We understood each other–woman to woman. Or so I thought. And then the angry feelings of deception would flood me all over again.

How could I not see him for who he was? I remembered telling him I was picturing Charlie giving me an engagement ring one day and how it would look on my finger.

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And then the son of a bitch had the nerve to tell me Charlie was probably too cheap to get me a ring I deserved and I should hold out for someone way more handsome and generous…like Jenny’s brother.

But it was James talking about himself!

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God! I was such an idiot!

And now, I’d lost two people at once. My very best friend and…

Shuddering, I wrapped into myself, trying hard not to think back to the date. But I couldn’t help it.

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James was so charming. After we’d sang a beautiful duet, he’d kissed my hand. I was crazy mesmerized by him.

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Asshole.

If I never saw him again, it’d be too soon.

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*****

I was about to get ready for bed when my friends knocked on my door then ushered me to the couch. It was like an intervention of some sort.

“What’s up, guys? Did I eat the last of the Unicorn Charms and put the empty box back in the pantry or something?” Their faces were scaring me.

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Kate rubbed my back. “Sweetie, take a deep breath. There’s something you should see.”

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Dom took my hand. “No matter what, the Sisterhood is here for you. We’ll be on 24-7 alert.”

Geeze. What was going on?

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And then all hell broke loose and shattered my world.

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They showed me this famous Flamer’s Simstagram:

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And the whole celeb buzzfeeds were plastering shit about me! My God! They must have had paparazzi in the bushes!

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It even made the evening news and was going viral on WooTube:

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“I will have the head of the person who divulged your full name and our address!” Elara intoned. “Where’s my henchman?”

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“Is that even legal?” Copper asked. “That’s two million Throbbers who know where you live.”

“Guess it’s time to look for a new place,” Reese moaned.

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“Maybe we can tell this head Throbber you ditched the asshole?” Dom offered.

“No…it’ll blow over,” I said, wiping my eyes. “I just don’t want to think about him anymore. Okay, guys? James Sanderson and the Heartthrobs are a taboo subject.”

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Crossing her arms indignantly, Elara announced, “Very well. Let it be known that the name Heartthrob and the apostate, James Sanderson, be forevermore stricken from our lips, purged from our walls and abolished from our hearts.”

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We all cried, “Hear! Hear!” to make it stick.

*****

I woke up the next morning to the rumbling of thunder and the whoosh of pouring rain. Believe it or not, I felt a little better and was ready to head off to work, not thinking about last night. But when I went outside, the rain and thunder had hidden the cries of a mob.

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Throngs of angry teenagers were shouting, “Leave him alone, bitch!” and “Stop the Stalking!”

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Oh. My. GOD!

How was I going to get by them in one piece?

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Chapter 5.30

James

Kissing Lexie was everything I thought it’d be. Warm, soft, and sexy as hell. I’d almost forgotten what I’d planned on telling her. I just wanted her. Unlike any other girl I’d been with.

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Suddenly, she backed away and narrowed her eyes. “You’re Jenny,” she whispered.

This had the effect of ice water being thrown in my face. I just stood there, mind whirring, not knowing what to say. “I…uh…” Cocking my head, I shrugged. “Yeah. I…guess I am.”

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She wrapped her arms around me again and smirked. “Well, I don’t care.”

This shocked me, but hell, I’d take what I could get. “You don’t? Really?”

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“Yeah, if you don’t care about THIS!”

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Out of the blue I felt a sickening punch to my groin. Fire erupted, sending pain shockwaves through my body and I crumpled.

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“Oh, God!” I howled, wincing from the blinding pain of it.

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I’d never been so enraged. All this time, he’d fucking lied to me. LIED! We’d been living with each other for weeks. It must have been a big joke to paper my room with his face and try to get me to date him. Oh. My. God! I dated him as Jenny being James. What a fucking stupid asshole I was for buying his charade! Could I be any more clueless?

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I had to get out of there, away from him.

Tears streamed down my face.

How could I have trusted him? I thought Jenny was my friend.

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“Lexie, wait…” James grimaced in pain, hunching over. “I can explain.”

I turned and spat, “You’ll explain yourself to a taxi. Now get the hell out!”

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James

The pain in my groin was nothing compared to the pain I felt watching Lexie cry and run away from me. How could I be such a dick to her? I deserved a kick in the nuts for what I’d pulled.

I should have confessed. That very day in her room when she begged me to live with her, I should have told her who I was.

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And now she hated my guts.

I’d lost her.

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*****

Lexie

I ran downstairs, not caring who saw me bawling until I stopped in front of my parents.

“Lexie,” my father said, “what’s wrong? We heard shouting.”

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Tears pinched the back of my eyes and I couldn’t hold it in. I didn’t want to tell them.

Shaking my head, I said through raspy tears, “It’s nothing.”

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“Baby, I know it’s not nothing,” Dad said, his voice tinged with anger. “Did you have a fight with James? What happened?”

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I cried on his shoulder for a minute, trying hard to get a hold of myself. Finally, I said, “He…um…” How could I say it? “He…He’s been lying to me. My roommate Jenny isn’t real. James had dressed up like that to fool me. I feel so…blindsided…so…used…”

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*****

August

The weight of what my daughter said to me boiled my blood. How could someone like James do that? The lead singer of the hottest boy band in the country. Didn’t he have everything? Money, fame, girls. What kind of sick bastard was he to pull something like this?

Lexie was beside herself in misery–it tore me apart. I was going kick the asshole out myself. “Beau. Take her home for me, please.”

“Sure, August.”

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“August…” Briar said, softly. “What are you going to do?”

But I didn’t answer.

I knew exactly what I was going to do.

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*****

James

I didn’t know why I stayed there. I was in shock. The most important woman in the world  hated me, and I felt so low and depressed. Worse than when I came into Lexie’s life.

What a fucking loser I was.

And then I felt a towering presence shadow me.

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“Get up.” Her father’s voice was low and scary.

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But my body froze. I wanted to bolt. To avoid what I knew he wanted to do to me. But there was no way out.

When I didn’t move, he picked me up by the collar and punched my face, sending sparks before my eyes.

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Before I knew what was happening, I was on the ground in seconds, flailing around, trying to avoid every agonizing hit.

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My head grew woozy as he pummeled me with his elbows.

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But then someone pulled his massive weight off.

“August, stop!” he yelled.

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I heard a bit of scuffling, but I didn’t care. I moaned through the pain throbbing in my face.

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It was like how I felt when I was punching out Daniel Fortner. I was crazy in the heat of it, anger surging. That asshole deserved every punch. “Let me at him,” I roared.

“No!” my brother pushed me back. “That’s enough! You’re going to really hurt him, August.”

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“Do you know what that jerk did?”

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“I don’t care. You need to calm down. It’s not worth it.”

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Panting, I pulled back, staring at the idiot on the floor. He looked so small. After a moment, I took a deep breath. “Get that sick bastard out of here.”

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James raised his arm and said, “This sick bastard would love to get out of here. Could someone please help me up?”

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Chapter 5.29

James

When we walked outside to ride over to her dad’s penthouse, it started raining.

“Oh,” Lexie said, not running toward my waiting limo like most girls would.

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“What are you doing?” I asked. “We’re getting soaked.”

She put her arms out and danced. “Isn’t a good summer rain the best? I love feeling the plink of sprinkles on my face.”

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“Come on, James, dance with me!” she cried.

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Lexie Day was something special. Unlike any girl I’d ever met. I figured that from the moment I waltzed into her room and she’d clung to my leg, feverishly begging me to stay.  Living with her was a trip, too. But here with me on this date, she was even more unique. So full of life and energy and spark.

Dancing with her in the rain was a moment I’d never forget. I realized then all too painfully I wanted her to be my girl. Forever.

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*****

August

I got a kick out of how Beau and Ronan’s wife, Peaches (her real name was Sunday Peach, but we just called her Peaches), were giving their predictions on how this night would go with teen dream James Sanderson. I can’t lie. When Ethan told us Lexie was dating him, I didn’t believe him. I thought Silas was pulling his normal shit (the dude was such a little worm as a kid and I wouldn’t trust the guy with a pair of old socks). My daughter always rocked to a different tune. Not saying that’s bad, but I would have guessed a punk frontman over some bubblegum fantasy pretty boy like James. He just didn’t seem her type at all.

“You’re so wrong, Miss Peach,” Beau countered. He loved to argue with Peaches.  “James will cower in fear when he meets August. The guy is like, what, five foot nine? Hell, August intimidates me sometimes.”

I shook my head and took a swig of beer. “I do not, baby. Don’t lie.”

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“What do you think, babe?” Peaches turned to Ronan, rubbing her burgeoning belly. She was due in a few months with their first child. “Totally know James is gonna blow us all out with his style. He’s not going to give a rat’s ass about impressing Daddy-A over here either. Daddy-B on the other hand…I bet he gives Beau a run for his money on diva.”

I had to stifle a laugh. Oh, she knew how to push Beau’s buttons. Ronan, like a good husband, just shrugged and stayed out of it.

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“Diva?” Beau sputtered. “If you want to see diva, honey, it’s on. But no. If he shows his diva self here, we’ll give him the boot. A guy knows this. He’ll be on his best behavior. You watch.”

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They bantered for a while until Ronan got thirsty. He nodded at me toward our bar and I kissed Beau’s ear and mumbled, “Let’s get some drinks, baby.”

Ronan acted as bartender, pouring some chardonnay.

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“So, you haven’t said a word about this, August,” Beau said once he dropped down on a bar stool. “What’s your opinion about James?”

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I shrugged. “I just want him to make Lexie happy. Beyond that, I don’t care much.”

Beau swirled his glass. “We’re in agreement on that. He’d better damn sure make her happy or he’ll have to go through us.”

“Damn right,” I said. “I’m sure he’s a nice guy though. Lexie is very picky.”

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*****

James

Lexie had talked about her mom and dad a lot when I lived with her as Jenny. Said her father was the toughest guy she knew. At six foot five, he towered over most people and was an FBI agent. To say I was intimidated was an understatement. And now, meeting him in person, the guy seemed even bigger.

“Dad, Uncle Beau, this is James Sanderson.”

“Yo,” I muttered. What the hell was I doing? Yo? He was going to think I was some punkass kid.

“Hello, James,” he said, kindly.

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Then he stuck out his hand. “Welcome to our home.”

“Thanks,” I said, recovering and feeling a little more at ease.

“We’re happy to have you, James. We’re all big fans of The Heartthrobs,” her uncle said. “Aren’t we, Bray Bray?”

The little boy just bobbled his head up and down.

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Lexie’s Dad added, “I hope you don’t mind meeting most of Lexie’s relatives all at once.”

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I smiled. “I’m looking forward to it, Mr. Day.”

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He clapped me on the arm and said, “Call me August.”

I followed Lexie into the living room where she introduced me to everyone. Her mother was the most striking woman–looking almost exactly like Lexie.

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“I see where Lexie gets her beauty. ” I said.

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“Before you get any ideas, she’s taken.” A handsome blonde man wrapped his arm around her possessively.

Lexie and I both laughed.

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For the next half hour, Lex and I chatted with her family. Everything went well. I’d noticed all the Llama Kings stuff around and had asked about that. I never knew Lexie was related to the legendary lead singer, Jackson Day. But I should have guessed since her dad looked just like him.

All through that night, in the back of my mind, I wondered when I was going to tell Lexie about my secret. Her family was so nice. I couldn’t say anything her there. I’d decided I’d reveal who Jenny was when I brought her home.

The scent of charred beef made my mouth water as my stomach growled. “Mmm…what’s cooking on the grill?” I asked.

Lexie’s grandparents looked puzzled. “Aren’t you vegan?” Lexie’s grandmother asked.

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“Oh…uh…” Damn. I’d forgotten I was supposed to be vegan.

Lexie laughed and interjected, “He loves the scent of meat even though he chooses not to eat it.”

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I shook my head at her. She was almost as good at lying as I was. “Yeah…makes my mouth water and everything,” I said, wistfully. It smelled like steak–my favorite food.

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“But you can’t eat it!” she teased. “Barbeque tofu for you, James.”

*****

Lexie

I could tell my family adored James. This date was going great. A little too great. How was I going to tell everyone we broke up when they were planning our wedding in their twisted little minds? I saw the look on my mother’s face. He’d wrapped himself around her pinky and it was going to be hard to rip him off.

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I had to admit it, though. His charms were starting to rub off on me, too. It was like I’d known him for a long time. And he wasn’t the jerk off diva the press had made him out to be. He was as down to earth as his sister but waaaay more sexy. Now I understood why he was the favorite Heartthrob. Those eyes! They melted me into Lexie puddles all night.

After dinner, we walked outside to get some fresh air and to mingle with my parents’ friends.

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“Well, if it isn’t the Heartthrob love birds,” Silas’ father taunted us. “So my son says if he had to lose Lexie to someone, the biggest boyband lead singer wasn’t too shabby.”

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Eyeroll incoming! Silas didn’t lose to James. He just lost. I forced the fakest smile, trying not to gag.

James laughed and said, “He made a formidable opponent. I liked him very much when I met him.”

Aw. James was so sweet. Lying for me like that. Jenny met him not James, but he was so good at covering for me tonight.

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“Hey, Lexie,” Uncle Darius said. “Why don’t you show James the music room. Since he’s a Llama Kings fan, I bet he’d like to see it.”

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“I’d be down for that,” James said, nudging me and flashing a heart-stopping grin. “Could I see it, Lexie?”

What was this? Did Jenny conspire with my uncle to get James alone with me? And although I didn’t want this, butterflies were having a field day in my stomach anyway. “Oh…okay,” I relented. “Follow me.”

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Our shoes clicked on the metal stairs as we made our way to the third floor.

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When we entered, James instantly whistled. “This is so cool! I can’t believe Jackson Day was your great grandfather. Why didn’t you ever tell me?”

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I cocked my head. “Probably because I’ve only known you for like, what? Six hours?”

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He chuckled nervously then asked, “D-Do you play anything?”

“I do. The guitar.”

“Then play something for me.”

Shaking my head, I blurted, “I can’t.”

“What? You’ve got to. We can’t let this goldmine of Llama King guitars go to waste.”

The butterflies turned into nervous gnats. “Um…I’ve never played for anyone other than my family before and that someone is definitely not going to be a lead singer of some huge band. No. Uh uh.”

He put his hands together and said, “Please? I’ll sing along with you. I mean…how many girls can say they got me, THE James Sanderson, to sing just for them?”

I pushed him, giving him my stink eye. “Alright…pompous ass does not look good on you. But…since I feel generous today and since I want to see if you can really sing and it’s not all autotune, I’ll agree.”

He winked. “Good answer.”

We decided on one of my great grandfather’s ballads that both of us knew. It had an acoustic melody and was fairly easy to play. James’ voice was so rich and true. He definitely didn’t need autotune. I was blown away by his talent.

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The song was a haunting melody about lost love–something my poor great grandfather struggled with. It was well known that my grandmother’s mom was a bonfide bitch, cheating on him and ripping apart her family. My grandmother never spoke to her mother again after her father killed himself. Such a tragic life that ended so early. But my grandmother’s life was the exact opposite. Thankfully, our family wasn’t cursed from its notorious past.

I came into the middle of the song and harmonized with James. The notes seemed to bond our voices together as the crescendo shivered over us.

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When it ended, James’ eyes held tears. “Wow. That was…”

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Bending down, he finished his sentence, “Breathtaking.” Then he kissed my hand.

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Normally, I’d have a sassy comeback to anything that remotely hinted at sap, but instead, I gazed at his perfect face and did a full on fangirl swoon inside.

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Pulling me toward him, he looked almost sad.

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His face scared me for some reason. “Are you okay, James? You don’t want to puke or anything, do you?”

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He gripped my hands tightly and said, “I…um…” He looked down for a moment, then gazed intensely into my eyes. “I-I have something I need to tell you, baby doll. But first…”

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He grabbed the sides of my face gently in his hands then before I knew it, he was kissing me.

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As our kiss deepened, my hands started moving to his neck then through his hair. Our breath grew faster, more ragged and urgent. Then suddenly, my mind caught up with my body and it slammed me. Hard.

I stopped, pulling back.

Blinking, it was as if someone painfully ripped off masking tape that had been covering my eyes.

I saw it now. Everything. His face. The way he smelled. His eyes. How he spoke. The tiny mole on the side of his neck. How he knew so much about me and how easily we got along.

I whispered, “You’re Jenny.”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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